Saturday, November 25, 2006
Fred from URL @ 2:25 AM
This week I am so damn down but u floorball mates rock my world.And of course the crazeebastards also.I thank god i noe u guys.Well,thanks guys for cheering me up.I am so damn fucking depressed this week and how i wish i could start everything back to square one.Now i feel like killing not 1 but 2 person instead in this world.I wish killing was legal in the world.Its time i move on in life.The number of cigarettes i smoke daily,increases.God,please answer me this question.Why do people think that I am such a bad person and when i try to be nice to people they take advantage of me and put me aside.Promises just seem to be nothing at all to me.I wish all my sorrows would be go away.Well i guess nice guys finish last.I have suicidal thoughts which may end my life faster but thank you god for giving me the brains to think wisely. Now i hope that biatch can go to hell.Forgive me of my sins.But i am so damn hurt that my anger takes over me. For now,there will be no relationships for me as every single relationship breaks my heart when i wana change for the better.It seems a never ending battle for me.Feeling betrayed,left out here in the darkness alone. My life has been a war for me.Ever since I am born into this world,tragedies seem not to fade away. Show me some strength,Allah the almighty as u are my onli hope in life.For nw i end it here.
PS: See u in hell!!!
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